Friday, July 28, 2006

Reunion

I don't know how you guys are feeling but I am not well. I got back from reunion a little while ago, a place where I should be able to minister and be ministered to, and I heard some great sermons and had a couple of really good conversations, and yet I feel more burnt out about my own congregation than I did before I went. It just seems like there is a ton of planning going on but no doing. Does that make sense? I get the feeling that people say they want things to happen but (a) either they are too afraid to do them or (b) they don't really want to do them they just say that they do. I am afraid that if I stay too long I will start to fall into that (b) category.

I don't really see myself as someone who is afraid of change but I do see myself as somewhat of a lazy person, I will be the first to admit it, those of you who went to school with me will know that I am the king of the procrastinators I didn't finish one of my pre-reqs until the class that it was for was a week away from completion. So I think that I could fall easily into the void of just doing nothing and becoming complacent, that scares me. What should I do? Seriously, if you don't feel like posting you know how to get a hold of me.

Aaron